Sunday 17 July 2016

10 Things #2.

Hey, 

It's my second instalment of this now I guess, here's number one and why I'm doing it in the first place!

10 Things to Thank My Best Friend For:

1) For freaking out over celebrities/people you fancy/people you find cute/over tv shows/songs/movies. I love it, man. It genuinely makes me happy to see you so passionate, it's so sweet and just reminds me how amazing you are! (And it's when you let your soft side out, hahaha. ps you're currently doing it right now)
2) For putting up with my shite in general/listening to me constantly moaning/being weird etc. You are incredibly tolerant and it's great because no one else in my life is, haha!
3) For letting me talk when I'm down and talking me down from my self destructive edge, I'll never be able to thank you enough for how often you do it and still be there for me. You are amazing for that, you really, truly are.
4) For opening up to me and opening yourself in general up to me. This is personal between us but know I appreciate it and that I love you so much for it and for being that way with me. I know it can be hard.
5) For constantly making me laugh. I don't think I've ever laughed so much with someone in my life - you manage to make me laugh at least 100 times a day, or even smile and it's the best. I never thought I could cry from laughing at two simple words. (eg. lord voldetort)
6) For never judging. No matter what I do/say/feel you never judge and I love it. I can even tell you're not judging and I've never had a relationship with anyone where they just let me talk/feel/do what I need to and not judge.
7) For teaching me what it is to really, truly have a best friend and be one. I can honestly say that I envied people who had a friendship like ours and wanted one just like it... Now I have it I couldn't be more thankful and I'm never giving it back. So you're stuck with me.
8) For letting me do make-up on you all the time :D You are amazing and you have the best little face to work on so thank you for that.
9) For always finding a way to relate to how I feel. I love that you always know exactly what to say too, that makes me feel so much better when I know you know how I feel and what I'm feeling is normal. You help me feel like I'm not alone and for that I pretty much owe you my life, man.
10) For making the last year so much more bearable, for laughing with me, for opening up, for drunken chats/cuddles, for sleepovers and for giving me the best friend I always dreamed of!

To my little Bex,

I love you so much it hurts - you're mine forever because I couldn't bare to lose you. You are without a doubt one of my favourite humans on the planet. Never change.


x x x

Wednesday 13 July 2016

10 Things to Thank My Boyfriend For.

Hey, 

So since I'm a bit low today and I'm not doing too great, I wanted to do a 10 Things to Thank My (insert person I love here) over the next couple of days. I seen a tweet that Corey Taylor (frontman of Slipknot/Stone Sour) wrote and in it he said that when he's having a low moment he thanks the people he's grateful for for being there etc. So my first post of this little series is going to be:

10 Things to Thank My Boyfriend For.

  1. For tickling my back even when he's exhausted from work and can't be bothered, haha! What an angel.
  2. For teaming up with me with making dinner and teaching me different ways to do things in the kitchen (he's a chef) and showing me new recipes and foods that I'd maybe never attempt or try! For making me more adventurous with food, too.
  3. For putting up with my ridiculously annoying highs and lows and never complaining. He might not always understand my lows and truly understand why I feel as bad as I do but he still tries his hardest to and comforts me when I'm really down.
  4. For making me laugh in the best way, the proper belly aching laugh that kills you because it hurts so much to laugh more but you can't help it. He even makes me laugh when I'm annoyed at him and honestly, that's a talent.
  5. For loving me for who I am, flaws and all. I know I'm tough to deal with and tough to love, I push people away, I can be quite hateful towards myself and I can be mean to myself but he loves me nonetheless and is sure to tell me at least 50 times every day :) - no complaints though, I like it that way.
  6. For cuddling me in the middle of the night when he wakes a little and just giving me that little squeeze - I've never felt more content.
  7. For being not just a boyfriend, but a best friend. 
  8. For laughing at my stepdads sometimes awful jokes and just getting along with my family in general, being kind, offering to help out with things and showing interest in them. It makes me happy to see all the people I love get along.
  9. For being just so damn cute sometimes and making my heart melt with cute things he says/does. 
  10. For trying every single fucking thing possible to make me happy when I don't feel like I could be for a little while. It makes me feel better to know that I have someone who will always try their hardest and fight for me when I don't feel like I can, who will love me regardless of how I feel, for making me smile all the time and for his kisses and cuddles that help make me feel safe and loved. Especially the forehead kisses, they're my favourite.
To Dan, I love you so much it hurts and I'm so very thankful that I've got you in my life and you are amazing! Never forget that :)

x x x